Today I've begun my new commitment to RENEWAL...well actually I began incorporating a few elements with consistency a few days ago. Several weeks ago, quite possibly 49 days ago, my life took on a more determined sense of urgency. My plans for 2010 have been wrapped around just that - RENEWAL. So began  this JOURNEY TO BETTER HEALTH.

I made my list of things I've learned over the last 35 years in my head - but mainly targeted to the last more than 17 when I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. After rewinding my tape of experiences and WEALTH of SELF EMPOWERMENT,  I can hear my Mother's voice ringing in my ears - "NOW IS THE APPOINTED TIME." Thanks Mom.

My analysis of my own SPIRITUALLY - HEALING - EMOTIONAL  QUESTS confirm the answers I NEED - I HAVE ALREADY HAVE ACQUIRED. Funny a therapist I though4t I needed to talk to told me the same thing over fifteen years ago during one of the more stressful periods of my life, and I never looked back. When she told me "You seem to have your answers already" ....  that was it for me!

It's a small beginning but MONUMENTAL COMMITMENT just to be focused on this JOURNEY TO BETTER HEALTH. This past weekend, I brought into existence two other elements that I needed, ordered one of them and will have it in a few days. For now, each day, there are several things - simple lifestyle changes that - are verified to work for me - and possibly others to eliminate symptoms that pull apart the quality of life of the chronically ill with a CNS disorder. I'll add some links later or tomorrow, but my SHORT LIST WILL BE adhered to - TO THE LETTER - DAILY! There are no more excuses - no other options -

THIS ONE LIFE, THIS CHALLENGED LIFE IS ALL I HAVE TO WORK WITH and I WILL LISTEN INTENTLY TO HOW and WHERE GOD - MY CREATOR - MY SOURCE LEADS ME.

THE HEALTH CARE PLAN IS TO BE HEALTHY!

Last week this time, I had an IV hooked up in my arm. I was delayed almost a week when an inept worker at one of the medical services mishandled  my paper work and held up my treatment/healing. Another inconvenient task to fill in filing an official complaint against this company, but necessary for correction. Two days later, my vein collapsed and I had to get a new line in the other arm. The medicine is necessary for now. I worked through my many sufferings with Multiple Sclerosis for years and now can still have decent access to health care. That's part of how a NEVER GIVE UP/HANG IN THERE AS LONG AS YOU CAN persistence pays dividends.

Life is difficult with so many battles to fight -  a sick body while trying to hold on to your buoy, your lifeline, your sanity. I'm so grateful, I didn't have to go into the hospital to get the same care I can get at home now. That's an entirely different subject area. Everybody's situation is different.

I think about the day, actually LOOKING FORWARD TO IT when I'll have a Cadillac Health Care Plan - BUT I'LL BE HEALTHY - and have it as my buffer. That's the HEALTH CARE PLAN - TO BE HEALTHY! ...and SO IT WILL BE!

Although I did begin part of "MY NEW SEASON" yesterday, points I have chosen to begin with are being worked on tonight/tomorrow to be shared in more detail.

So, on that note, although I've been slowed out the gate in posting my efforts that passed on Friday, I am continuing with my personal "READYING FOR A NEW SEASON WITH INFINITE POSSIBILITIES". It is my hope to engage as many who are interested to at least begin their own cause for change that will lead to a higher level of empowerment. I am looking forward to chatting with all who are seeking changes whether small or on a full blown larger scale. From the smallest of efforts, monumental changes have come into existence. I'M ALWAYS AIMING HIGH, but for now the seeds for this journey will be efforts I can comfortably wrap my psyche around without being overwhelmed. Hoping to chat soon, BE BLESSED!