Tuesday, May 13, 2014

You know, when you have been doing so much, the statistics may even actually show it. Like doing something so much for a period of time, a short period period of time can even be worse.
Since 2008, someone has been on a particular social medium, and they have posted, almost 94,000 entries, have a little more than 2,000 people in either direction, almost 400 pictures/videos and a few other categories. Dear LORD, if all this has been going on, where have I been? I'd love to have some time that didn't matter to some. Maybe you're already wealthy enough to not feel the need to do something else to elevate yourself, or to elevate mankind. I sure don't know!

I do understand. I'm trying to figure out a better life than this disease Multiple Sclerosis has stolen for the last 21 years. That's in addition to the over 20 years before of not knowing. I am still trying to figure out some things also. How to get a wheelchair lift or a ramp for the front of my home and a handicapped mobility vehicle so I can drive again. More than the aids for the front of the house, the ideal situation is to move to another home that is handicapped accessible inside and out. At 56, with a disease like MS, it's more important now than ever to "KEEP ON PUSHIN". Dear LORD, has all this has really been going on since I lost my ability to walk, along with the financial collapse of that time exploded? I'd love to have some time that didn't matter to some. Maybe you're already wealthy enough to not feel the need to do something else to elevate yourself to elevate mankind. I sure don't know!

This said, even with ones wealth, if that is the case, that's a lot of down time.....or is it up time? It's a lot of time one can't get back, and that's for sure. If I ever had so many leisurely hours it took to amass such a portfolio, I'D BE RICH! and would have been long before computers. SIX YEARS OF BLISS, would be all I needed to be rid of the stagnation of this disease. Even if the wheelchair still existed, (preferably not), and a few other correctable things were removed I'd show you the value of a life not obsessed with too much of some things other people value....how not to waste so much time.....HEALTH and TIME! TIME and HEALTH! It all equals wealth that I and no many others appreciate the value of....even before a diagnosis.

TBC - TO BE CONTINUED

Maybe soon, but have to get back to the aforementioned things I just need to capture and recapture......and more!

GOD BLESS!