HOW WELL ARE YOU DEALING WITH LIFE EXPANDING AND RETRACTING?

Life is expansive and retractive. Our life's GPA's are measured on how we respond to it all and how we integrate those push and pulls in our lives. I've been living it from 8 to 52 and 10/12 years. (I heard age referred to in 1/12 terms this morning and thought it quite cute.) One of my major longest expansive and retractive experiences has been living with chronic illness from about 13 to 36 and with no diagnosis. Yes, they (Dr's) labeled me with some horrible clinical names, generally eluding to "craaaaazy". LOL! Those were really expansive and expansive years in terms of, not knowing what's wrong, but living the effects and not having a clue of what it is.

Just like a rubber the expansion and retraction can create areas of weakness where it's quite possible to pop and go to that "craaaaaazy" place. We are of course human. Regardless of whether we want to take on the work not to go there of course is another story.

Finally, a diagnosis multiple sclerosis but what I am learning to call CCSVI at 36, a 14 year old, a one year old, and embattled with the largest employers in the US, plus all the other life dramas all at the same time. I  know exactly WHAT I AM, WHO I AM and most importantly, WHOSE I AM. And by the way, I WIN because, I never gave up or never will give up on GOD'S PROMISE TO ME. We all have it, DO YOU KNOW AND UNDERSTAND IT FOR YOURSELF?....I'm not asking for answers, but it's an important life examination to know how and why we tick and that comes from taking out the time TO GET IT! Life really always is expanding and retracting - Good , bad and indifferent - It's all about how we live through it, as difficult as it may be.

TBC

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