Wednesday, January 27, 2010

CLAIMING VICTORY

Some of you may know I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in '93. I have fought battles no one knows of in defiance of it having total victory over my life. Only a few have known I have been home bound for the past 2 1/2 years. I say his now as a proclamation that MY LIFE IS CHANGING FOR THE BETTER AS I THINK, SPEAK AND WRITE. Multiple Sclerosis is an uncomfortable major nuisance in my life. I've lost so much and had to give up so much.

There is a WINNING aspect to my story and that is the SPIRIT MY FATHER embedded within me and I found at eight years old and have been living forward with through my 52nd year. MY WINNING IS TRANSFORMATIVE, I AM TRIUMPHANT and MY FATHER is leading me through this obstacle course too. I PROFESS MY VICTORIES and I can barely stand, I can only walk a few steps aided by a walker with all the other unspoken effects,  but......I CLAIM MY VICTORIES THEY BELONG TO ME -  AND I CHALLENGE YOU TO DO THE SAME! Stay tuned as I update on my progress and hope to inspire others on their journey along the way.  BE BLESSED!

PSALM 23

 
The following is the most amazingly powerful and beautifully poetic of the scriptures I have read. I plan to share in part why I can emphatically proclaim this at some other time. If you'll just meditate upon the words yourself,  you also probably understand at times that's a day and night responsibility to get to the blessing.

When GOD delivers your answer, I don't want or need to know what it is but please let me know it made a difference.(Contact me through the inbox if you'd like but please share.)

 Another confirmation of this power was just revealed to me a few minutes ago as I left this writing to check email and looked at my feed on FB and saw a friends message. So, as I sit here wanting to go outside on my own, it's such a beautiful day, regain my total independence, walk unaided, drive again, all the things I miss.  I KNOW and I PROCLAIM,  MY GOD IS AND WILL SUPPLY ALL MY NEEDS. Some of the wants are and will be manifested as a fringe benefit/by product of the need being met!.



PSALM 23
 THE LORD IS MY SHEPARD!

      The LORD is MY SHEPARD; I shall not want.
   2HE maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside the still waters.
   3HE restoreth my soul: HE leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for HIS name's sake.
   4Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for THOU art with me;
     THY rod and THY staff they comfort me.
   5THOU preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: THOU anointest my head with oil;
      my cup runneth over.
   6Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:
      and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

PANTS ON THE GROUND - LARRY PLATT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSLc64JGbDE

Sorry the image didn't load, but please click on - the message is worth watching and if nothing else, you will laugh out loud (LOL) since it is funny.

This man, Larry Platt is my buddy of the week, maybe longer. He said something to the world with over 1.6 million YouTube hits and now with so many others mimmicking him on video. I have challenged young men and even young women to have respect not just for themselves but others to pull up their pants. I surely don't like seeing not only their underwear, but the shape and contours of their funky looking hind parts while in the street. Back to Mr. Platt, I hope he finds a way to benefit from his viral firestorm - others will be making money from it, why shouldn't he.  He already has creative license to it, I just want that if anyone benefits financially from it, it will be him. Young people may not even know that's a jailhouse culture they're living out  on the streets along with the untied shoes. Why brand your life with such a negative comparison. My Mother would have to tried killing me the first time she saw it - if I would have been so stupid to think it was okay.

FOR THE RECORD, THIS IS NOT JUST AN URBAN ISSUE. CHECK OUT YOUNG FOLK AROUND THE WORLD! Thank you Mr. Platt for your contribution in opening the conversation in a big way and making the world I hope a better place.

Friday, January 22, 2010

THYROID DISEASE

My introduction to thyroid disease came at a very stressful period in my life. Two years prior, I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis, had a baby, and other madness I didn't invite into my life. Shortly after beginning a drug therapy to slow the progression of MS, my body began another cycle with other symptoms. My skin began to itch uncontrollably, it was so dry. Nothing I used, chamomile lotion, tea bags, alcohol rubs, all the natural remedies, nothing worked. I'd be in the store scratching, driving and scratching, at work scratching, at home scratching, seemingly worse than a drug addict, all day and night. My heart raced rapidly to the point it effected  my breathing, my beautiful hair became dry and brittle.

In addition to that my mood was volatile. I became someone I didn't recognize or like. What an evil witch I was. I remember being so tired all the time, just out of the blue. Recalling all the symptoms I knew about MS just didn't line up with what the new ones were at that point. This lasted about three weeks, and I had enough. I felt I was losing my mind. It was time to see my doctor. Upon stating my issues to her, she said these few words, "It's either your liver, kidneys or thyroid.".  Blood work was done. I got a call a couple days later and was told my thyroid levels were very low.

Having done some reading about all the possibilities it could be, I was relieved it was my thyroid. It seemed the lesser of all evils. I also began to reread the exhaustive fact sheets for that drug I was taking for Multiple Sclerosis. I remembered reading the thyroid could be effected. There was the link - hypothyroidism was listed as a possible contraindication. No one needed to confirm or deny the link to me, that $1,400.00 a month drug killed my thyroid. It could have eventually done me in had I not been concerned about the telltale signs that something was terribly wrong. The doctor expressed the immediacy that I get my prescription filled and begin thyroid replacement. Although I have to take a pill for the rest of my life, along with blood work every few months, it was a welcome diagnosis considering the other possibilities. That little pill began working within 24 hours. My major symptoms were gone.


Symptoms of Hypothyroidism (An underactive thyroid)

fatigue, exhaustion
feeling run down and sluggish
depression
difficulty concentrating, brain fog
unexplained or excessive weight gain
dry, coarse and/or itchy skin
dry, coarse and/or thinning hair
feeling cold, especially in the extremities
constipation
muscle cramps
increased menstrual flow
more frequent periods
infertility/miscarriage

Symptoms of Hyperthryodisim (An overactive thyroid)

nervousness
irritability
increased perspiration
thinning of your skin
fine brittle hair
muscular weakness especially involving the upper arms and thighs
shaky hands
panic disorder
insomnia
racing heart
more frequent bowel movements
weight loss despite a good appetite
lighter flow, less frequent menstrual periods

This LADIES, is the lighter side of thyroid disease. A simple blood test may easily get you on the way to resuming your life as you knew it. Do nothing, and the extreme side eventually may pay a visit.
SISTERS, I know how hard we work, our dedications to family and home, but PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. Pay attention to what your body is telling you, if it's something abnormal, a contradiction to your normal life rhythm, have yourself checked out and strive to be in optimum health. I am passionate about being healthy in spite of the disease I live with. I had no control in it taking up residence in me. When we can do better, it is BETTER WE SHOULD ALWAYS CHOOSE - BE BLESSED!


                                                       
CHEMICALS CAUSE SICKNESS
AND
CHEMICALS CAUSE DEATH

After reading this NY Times article earlier (link below), the project  I
planned to work on had to be put aside. Why is it that a gal like me
has the insight to understand a link between chemicals and health issues.

It's not that this idea is new to me I grew up right in the middle of a toxic
volatile cocktail brimming over as a breeding ground for sickness and
the potential for death. I began seeing and feeling the effects in my youth.

This is when and where I always knew I became sickly. Even as a child, I
saw it and smelled it almost daily. When I was diagnosed with
Multiple Sclerosis, what I instinctively knew was confirmed. I never
accepted those doctors assessments about myself even then.
I heard there's nothing wrong with me or tones as though I lied,
exaggerated, was a malingerer.

Again, I say,
CHEMICALS  CAUSE SICKNESS
AND
CHEMICALS CAUSE DEATH!


 I've known quite a few people, and yes, more than seems proportional,
young people sick and dying throughout the years
stricken with illness. I am one of the millions of sick people whose
lives have been sidetracked due to exposure/over exposure
to toxic chemicals. I've never needed confirmation of my instincts.

This article, and others of this nature validate how my then
young mind understood the connectedness of what I saw
and the undiagnosed symptoms I experienced for so many years.

I am grateful I never totally abandon my internal instincts -
my truth meter. It  never fails or misleads!